had a dream today

still haunting me.

another unfinished business..

saw something today. cant figure you out yet. is everyone like that.. another question unsolved

you, worth it? dont bother.
just leave, leave leave.

i have nothing to do with it.

this is how i felt the minute i woke up..

quite good actually.

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i got a new maxis number now.

but i haven insert it in my phone
not gonna do it for some time. i know u'd be sayin 'then y u get maxis num'
coz honestly, most of everyone is maxis.
if u cant change em, follow em.

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in the end, no matter how much you share, you're on your own.
you are meant to walk alone. at some point of your life.
its gonna hurt me in the end right.

great.
:D

walkabrella

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Cerebral palsy (CP) (also cerebral pares) is an umbrella term encompassing a group of non-progressive,^[1][2] non-contagious motor conditions that cause physical disability in human development.^[3]

Cerebral refers to the cerebrum, which is the affected area of the brain (although the disorder most likely involves connections between the cortex and other parts of the brain such as the cerebellum), and palsy refers to disorder of movement. CP is caused by damage to the motor control centers of the developing brain and can occur during pregnancy (about 75 percent), during childbirth (about 5 percent) or after birth (about 15 percent) up to about age three.^[4][5] Further research is needed on adults with CP as the current literature is highly focused on the pediatric patient.

Cerebral palsy describes a group of permanent disorders of the development of movement and posture, causing activity limitation, that are attributed to nonprogressive disturbances that occurred in the developing fetal or infant brain. The motor disorders of cerebral palsy are often accompanied by disturbances of sensation, perception, cognition, communication, and behaviour, by epilepsy, and by secondary musculoskeletal problems.^[6]

There is no known cure for CP. Medical intervention is limited to the treatment and prevention of complications arising from CP's effects. A 2003 study put the economic cost for CP sufferers in the US at $921,000 per case, including lost income.^[7]

In another study, the incidence in six countries surveyed was 2.12–2.45 per 1,000 live births,^[8] indicating a slight rise in recent years. Improvements in neonatal nursing have helped reduce the number of babies who develop cerebral palsy, but the survival of babies with very low birth weights has increased, and these babies are more likely to have cerebral palsy.^[9][10]

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'after all, they are just children'

planet x

i almost couldnt hold my tears in english paper 2. the text touched me to the core.

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reminds me of someone i know. kinda broke my heart too. a good article.

'to give her light in darkness'

SADNESS. i like it. tendency towards melancholy.

all that i'm after is a life full of laughter as long as i'm laughing with you

last day

today marks the last day that I, Lau Chia Sing from SMKSBS will get to study at sbs.
it means 5 years of high school is finally coming to an end. will i ever want to go back? right now, the answer's no. A BIG HEFTY NO. seriously. but, " i know i'll miss these faces" as Andrew said when we were all sitting at the perhimpunan just now.

Here i'd like to thank everyone that has played a significant role in my life. You know who you are. I'd also like to thank the people who despise me, because i despise you too. And also especially thank my teachers, the educators of sbs for educating me. You people just don't know how much they've done for us, which is evident during gerak gempur. Especially Miss Yusnamalia, i really admire her perseverance.

"harap2 lah kamu semua tak lupakan cikgu yg comel ini"

dont ask me why are the words underlined. i dont know and i dont care.


actually you can just direct your attention to Pang.(the one with the specs if u dont know her) i tried finding a picture of both of us, but i ended up saving old pics of us. i'll show u guys again later.

Neways i wanna say Happy 17th Birthday Pang aka PANG2 LOL :)! hope you had a great one, will celebrate after spm k. sing k? hahaha.

and,


happy 17th birthday Melvin aka BITCH/BIGBABY!!!!!!!! :p
he pulls the rubber band that holds my hair together in school everyday. WITHOUT FAIL!!!
and not to mention my ribbon too!!! _I_ for all that.
OH and he TORE my bag apart too k. the handle, the left / right arm came off, sheesh. and ive been using that bag to tuition and u just TORE IT OFF.
nonetheless ure still the bitch with the baby fat who POUTS whenever teacher gives homework and go "alaaaaaaaa, cikguuuu" /pretend to be cute at any chance u get.

what im trying to say is. you r not cute n never will be so stop trying so hard!!!! HAHA :p



Happy 18th Birthday PZX aka fattychick/bangla/hamsaplou!!! :D

i know ure not very hyped about ur bday but look, u dont get to be 18 twice. so cherish your 'young' moments because ure not 80 yet. just 18!!! dont let the darkness of life get to you. k?:)
n dont always so hamsapla.. haih. wahahahaahah. have a great one!!

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oh i was browsing through yee wen's blog. like older posts and all, to see if theres a pic of me and pang making the tiramisu. but to no avail. hmm oh wel.

lightning blade
happy spot xD
XO
us.

*edit

cause when ure fifteen

and somebody tells you they love you youre gonna believe them -_-

think seventeen is the year where a human starts to learn how to really decide and live.

eighteen is the year they experience what they have decided in a very immense way.

nineteen is when they take their lives so seriously that they dont see the beauty of life if they dont stop for a breather

i can feel sad in that one second of acknowledgment

is it worth it

dont bother commenting, i dont really want to know what you think..

and yet again.. so inspiring with all of these melancholy flooding the air. you dont have to know what im talking about. :D

what you dont know

personality test.

INTP - the thinker

loner, more interested in intellectual pursuits than relationships or family, wrestles with the meaninglessness of existence, likes esoteric things, disorganized, messy, likes science fiction, can be lonely, observer, private, can't describe feelings easily, detached, likes solitude, not revealing, unemotional, rule breaker, avoidant, familiar with the darkside, skeptical, acts without consulting others, does not think they are weird but others do, socially uncomfortable, abrupt, fantasy prone, does not like happy people, appreciates strangeness, frequently loses things, acts without planning, guarded, not punctual, more likely to support marijuana legalization, not prone to compromise, hard to persuade, relies on mind more than on others, calm

favored careers:

philosopher, game designer, scientist, software engineer, freelance artist, research scientist, assassin, freelance writer, physicist, software developer, mathmetician, geologist, computer scientist, philosophy professor, webmaster, slacker, medical researcher, painter, mortician, systems analyst, comic book artist, computer technician, website designer, scholar, archeologist, computer repair, forensic anthropologist, astronaut, researcher, historian, systems engineer, genetics researcher, astronomer, enviromental scientist, egyptologist

disfavored careers:

human resources, public relations, social worker, guidance counselor, health care worker, trainer, school teacher, wedding planner, movie star, hospitality worker, supervisor, child care worker, fundraiser, customer service, stay at home parent, office administrator



so how much do you know me?
it depends. the more you doubted its truth, jz shows the more you dont know me.


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When making on the spot decisions while extraverting with another person, the shadow Fe is often temporally exposed on the front line. Its immature nature may then result in an inadequate decision being made. The INTP may regret this later when the Ti core has analysed the events. Hence, INTPs tend to resist being forced to make quick decisions, for they know that their Fe judgement is their achilles heel. However, the resistance is sometimes weakened when Ne jumps in to back up the Fe. The accuracy of the intuitive insight then becomes crucial if the INTP is to avoid fatal errors. It is interesting to observe that the external world of the INTP involves a very free-spirited Ne-Fe partnership, while the internal world is a very clinical detail-structure-analysis Ti-Si combination. Hence, the outward behaviour of an INTP can contrast strongly with his introspective world.
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The mystery of emotion is also evidence in the INTP's use of music. He always chooses to listen to music which suits his current emotional state, be it aggression, warmth, excitement, relaxation or whatever. Hence, the emotional state is assumed to be an unchangeable, mysterious property of himself. It is easier to choose appropriate music than to attempt to influence this. People with introverted Feeling, Fi, however, will deliberately choose to listen to music which helps them change and improve their mood. INTPs could never do that. They feel an unpleasant sense of disharmony whenever a music style clashes with their emotional state. Indeed, it is remarkable how much attention they pay to their emotions when music is involved.

chum would so agree on this.
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an excerpt on a page i dont really want you to see, unless you're close to me.
cause, i'd would be like exposing myself to you, and i wouldnt want that. i would want you to figure me out yourself, and if its right, then maybe its based on the experience ive had with you on my purest emotions. or else, it wouldve just meant that i wasnt myself when i was with you, i dunno, maybe cause i wasnt comfortable in the situation. then you have to work harder :]
cause you dont really deserve the short cut.

My biggest achievement today

is that all my files last year are restored!!!! :D:D:D:D

I FINALLY GET TO HEAR ALL THE SONGS AGAINNNNNNNNNNNN
<3<3

i shall not give u an insight on the story cause its long to me and im lazy. but the point is

I HAVE MY FILES AGAIN HAHAHAAH <3<3
u may not understand, but its like ive found my past!!!!!!!!!!
see, some things, i dont blog about.

so most of the stuff are in my files...

:D:D happy girl!!!! heheeeee

HAHA SO FUNNY MAN i just watched the videos i took in zoo negara. HAHA awww. when we were in 4Beringin we were so full of oursevles hahahahaa. i take out camera only everybody wanna be in it hahahahaha XDXD phui yuk even pouted -_- and vaish went and do peace. perasan gila hahaahahaha
HAHA MY FIRST HUSBAND :D:D:D swimming last year XD
his name is sin zhao yan. HAHA lol



this is sin hui wen. sin zhao yan's sis. LOL!

and yes, im going my sch's prom, ok not? hahahah since everyones so hyped about it.

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beriku cinta, kau istimewa :D:D haha rocks. all the lagu

(L)